FINALLY! We are on the right track again:)

So here we go again:) I am pregnant again....YIPPEE! After my miscarriage at 9 1/2 weeks along I was told I would have to wait another year to start trying again....It all started a couple days after my miscarriage.  I went to the Dr for an exam and so that they could check my hormone level, being serious  the Dr. said he wanted to talk to me...He then told me that I had something rare. When they tested a piece of tissue sample that was collected in the ER during my miscarriage the pathologist came to the conclusion that I had a partial molar pregnancy.  I had never heard of this.....I was in shock.  I never thought that of all people I would have a problem with having a baby especially since I had Eden with no problem.  I was so upset and just didn't understand...That is when I decided that I needed to do some research.

When researching I just didn't think I fit into "THAT" profile. It bothered me so much I discussed this with my Dr. every time I had to go and see him...which was every single week along with blood work...this was getting out of hand.  One and half weeks before Thanksgiving my Dr. called me at home and said that he had talked to his colleagues and they had decided that we should not try again for a year and that having a partial molar pregnancy was dangerous to myself if I did get pregnant and could cause cancer.....CANCER...come on...I was so upset now.  I asked him how he could just call me and tell me this when I didn't even fit the profile.  Crying...I told him that I wanted further testing, second opinion ANYTHING.  He agreed with me and decided to talk to the pathologist and to send my sample and ultrasound to U of M.  He told me that he would get back to me as soon as he got the results. A week later I got "THE PHONE CALL."  I answered the phone and listened to him tell me that it was reviewed at U of M and that they found that it was just a normal miscarriage....This was music to my ears.

After having the miscarriage it has made me realize that every life is a gift from God and to never take having children for granted.  I am so thankful for my healthy baby girl and I don't know what I would do if anything would happen to her...I love her and thank God everyday for my little princess.  We don't know what the sex of the baby that I lost but I do know that I will get to have my baby up in heaven and that makes me more excited to be there.

So here we are again...starting over....praying that this baby will be healthy and happy.  Please pray that everything goes well with this pregnancy.  I know that God won't give us anything that we can't handle!

***Eden's Birthday was last week so I will be posting pictures soon***